ultimateEMOgurl

So much for my happy ending...
2002-06-24 19:09:20 (UTC)

its finally time...

I was sittin here thinkin about everything...and i realized
sumthin. I dont miss adam...and its time to just let go. I
am finally in a spot where i dont need to hold on to him
anymore. I am totally happy with jeff...and i couldnt love
anyone more. He means the world to me and i hope that the
same goes for him. Adam is a thing of the past...and it
only brings me tears to think about him. Its realli painful
to even think about him..especcially since i have sooo many
thoughts in my head about him. There is no lie here...it
was a great four years that i had with him...but the years
to come with jeff are gonna be even greater. I hope that
adam can...or has done the same with me. I know that i hurt
him a great deal but so did he...and i think it is best
this way. And if it happens that we meet sumwhere along the
roads of our lives...then so be it...i just hope that he is
as happy right now as i am...thats all i ever wanted for
adam was for him to be happy...so adam i guess ill see ya
when i see ya! and jeff...i love you with all my heart...




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