MarkS

ImDeadToTheWorld
2002-06-23 21:12:35 (UTC)

ok a few more poems

My soul it aches
From all the pain.
It all makes me wonder
If I am insane.
Days filled with sadness,
Nights with no sleep.
I feel like crying,
But yet I can't weep.
That would take energy,
Of which I have none.
So I go to bed hoping
I won't wake to see sun.
But of course I do,
And I wonder why,
I have to live this way.
I just wish I would die.


Look into my eyes and tell me what you see.
Do you see that I hurt?
Do you see that I look for someone to trust?
What do you see when you look into my eyes?
Do you see me full of hurt and despair?
Do you want to help me?
Do you want to be here for me?
Do you want to talk to me?
Do you want to hug me?
What do you see?
Would you look into my eyes or are you afraid?
Would you lend me your hand?
Would you help me?
What would you do?
What do you see?
Look into my eyes and tell me what you see.


I stand alone.
I cry alone.
Is there someone by my side?
Who will I turn too?
There's no one to turn to.
No one to hold me tight.
No one to trust.
No one to love me.
Will the sun shine soon or will it take a decade?
I feel betrayed.
I feel like dying.
My heart was broken, will it mend?
Let the sun shine through let me smile for the ones I love.
In this world there is no one to turn to.


I hit rock bottom last night.
The moment when you just cry out of fright.
The part that your tears never seem to end,
And you get those thoughts in your head.
I hit rock bottom last night.
Crying never ending tears.
Where inside I fight
All my pain and fears.
Wanting to fall into those depths.
But the only thing that kept my mind thinking right
Was the promise I made.


Pain inside, I'm really hurt.
Cuts hidden under my shirt.
Feelings hidden on the inside.
Truth was hidden, all those times I lied.
Face hidden behind my frown.
You can't tell, I'm feeling down.


All I need is a hug, a pat on the back.
But you concentrate on the abilities I lack.
All the lies that I told, you thought I was happy,
But I was really feeling sick, and crappy.
I put that fake smile back on my face.
And by the time you'll notice
I've lost all my grace.




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