Echo

crawing into my own deep dark depths
2002-06-23 20:28:17 (UTC)

Who i really am

THanks to those who read my shit that i write. I'm
listening to this stevie wonder song called i believe. its
not what i listen to usually its what my sister downloded
but its making me cry because its so real, its like hes
pouring out his soul. The songs about loveing someone
forever.
Its sad to me because i have never fallen in love.
Mostly because i find it hard to let people in. Thats why i
like to write because i can open myself up with out ever
hearing what anyone thinks of it not like i care what
people think i am just afraid of people in general.
I find people to be harsh and crule to each other.
They seem to judge befor knowing. Thats how my sister and
my mother are. I just moved and they were both trying to
make me change the way i dress so i could "fit in" in with
the other kids in the fall when i start school.
To most of u this seems pety but i like the way i look
and i try my hardest to dress the way that makes me happy.
so i say to them both FUCK THE HELL OFF. I wish they'ed
stay off my back.
I couldn't fit in if i wonted to.
First off i'm what you would call sexualy confused. in
other words i no i like girls and i am a girl but i dont no
if i like men. In other words i am not sure if i am
bisexual or just a lesbien. And yes i said lesbien for all
those who have their heads up their asses. sorry to be crud
but i'm sick of homofobics.
Secondly i'm as my friends back in ohio would call me
a die hard liberal. I accecpt everone of race gender and
sexual preference. I am pro choice. and i beleave strongly
in free speech. i wish homosexuals could marry. and i
believe that you cant choose to be gay your born that way
and i defend homosexuality to the death as my friends no.
Lission to all those out there who are closed minded
maybe your right homosexuality is wrong and maybe i am
wrong in most or all of my views but i stand strongly for
what i believe in and i am not saying i am right i am just
stating what i believe in.
oh and one more thing if there is a god i believe SHE
is a bisexual and all races mixed together and no one can
change my mind on that one.




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