lilith.

dedoubledidentifiedschizophrenia~
2001-06-22 18:13:37 (UTC)

Let dis mayhem begin

bell rang loud its end of class
i walked pass my friends escaping fast
i knew dat if i stayed i would feel de pain
of seeing someone close being so far again
i went to de streets catching a ride
my front was fine but im ringing homicide
i thought no more and made a deal
kick some action and make my words real

i looked around for something to hit
my buddy's words echoed "dont do dat crazy shit"
but u dont noe what it feels to be in my shoes
coz if u did this is what u'd do too
to fall in love but fellin like hell
caged far away like some distant cell
im just a child inside, taking an escape route
standin at the edge of my sanity
when u take my love, my life away from me
i dont want a breakdown
enough of their mental case taunts

just shoot me once on the heart and on the head
i'll take one more to make sure i'm dead
coz no matter if im dead or breathin
this mess in me it keeps on ragin
i dont want to trouble people no more
i do nothing cept makin em only feel sore
oh cut de crap and let me die,
oh wait, gif me a moment to say goodbye
i slipped in a coin and made a call
to leave a msg to my baby sayin i love you and all
there's no point in life if we cant be together
i just cant see us walkin as strangers
i was lonely.. hungry and cold..
dis time there was no more parole
so goodbye baby, forgive me all
im no longer at de edge of my sanity
coz ive just climbed over de wall.

i love u always.
even in death.

-niz.





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