BlondeAngel420

DaZed N cOnFuSeD
2002-06-23 01:03:06 (UTC)

Well im feeling a little bit..

Well im feeling a little bit better than i was last night.
Im new attitude is simply this...Most of my family is
pissed because i chose to go to college out of state, away
from them...The reason i chose to go out of state was to
get the fuck outta that insane asylum. I do not regret
chosing SNHU at all. The only regret i have is letting them
get to me. All i have to say to the is this.. Jelousy is a
bitch aint it? MWAHAHA suckas. "I am the very disease you
pretend to be." How true is that? They r all just jelouse
cos they know im only 18, and im such a better person then
they could even dream of being. I just think it is sad that
they will never get kno kno me, its not like i wouldnt let
them in, they just dont care to...so...fuck em. When im
outta college and making madd money they r all gonna be my
best friends, thats when wut comes around goes around....
My back is hurting. I rode my quad around tonight for a few
hrs and i think i over did it or something. Hey its all
good cos i had fun. Im pretty much all moved in and
settled. God it was so much work. U dont realize all the
shit u have until u have to pack it all up and unpack it.
Who needs 48pairs of shoes?!? God not me! I didnt even kno
i had some shoes, lol.
Things with graham are starting to straighten out. We have
been basically fighting for a week straight. But we worked
most of the shit out. Basically this is wut it boils down
to...LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS SUCK! I kno we can do it.
Im going down to CT monday cos i have my last orthopedic
apointment. i have to get more xrays done at the hospital.
Then im done, hopefully if all goes well.. Anyways, ya so
ill be in CT monday, till prolly next tuesday. Our 14month
anniversary is this friday and i obviously want to see him.
so ill stay at his house for awhile i guess. Its gonna get
rough soon tho i kno. Im worried about August. Thats when
his hockey teams starts practicing again. Hes never gonna
be home cos its a traveling team. Its ok tho, if it makes him happy
then thats all i care about.




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