DoRKeTTe

^~*dOrkEttE*~^
Ad 0:
Digital Ocean
Providing developers and businesses with a reliable, easy-to-use cloud computing platform of virtual servers (Droplets), object storage ( Spaces), and more.
2001-06-22 05:30:43 (UTC)

do people actually read my diary?

Emotion: Still Afraid/Still Worried(but I've added reasons
since last entry for the worry part)
Diary Log: #8
Reality Check: I have ONE i repeat ***ONE*** thing/person
to live for(if you can't figure out who that is you're
pretty dumb!)
Prior Entry: Whatever
Thinking Of: I hope I didn't get Timmy in trouble...
Who’s online: my grounded(b/c of his car) sweety Timmy
Word of the Day: n/a

I've decided, since I no longer have the internet on MY
computer and am being forced to use MY MOTHER'S, I'm using
this to put my chat's with Timmy(I'M PATHETIC!!!) instead
of saving them on the computer. I had/have them saved on MY
computer because I knew no one could read them there. BUT
since I can't chat with him on MY computer I have to make
due. I stupidly deleted compuserve on MY computer because
it was slow and I was going to reinstall it like I did the
last time it did that. BUT when I tried installing it, the
d*mn thing kept freezing!!! I'm getting a d*mn laptop even
if i have to pay for it myself! I know that may take a
while since I only have $161 and I don't have a job right
now (I'm 14 and I don't do babysitting) so if I save the
money I get for birthday, christmas, report cards, easter,
etc. I'll be able to buy a laptop in about a year and a
half.
Koul tshik: hey...i'm annoying aren't i? lol too bad
TIMMY: hey
Koul tshik: would that be a yes?
TIMMY: i cant chat i could only go on the compter(:*( AW)
sorry and no ur not annoying(HAHA, YES I AM) but if u want
me to ill talk and hopefully they wont catch me(I WOULDN'T
WANT TO GETCHA IN MORE TROUBLE)
TIMMY: oh its because they found out about the car(THAT
TOTALLY SUX PARENTS SHOULDN'T PUNISH THEIR CHILDREN FOR
STUFF LIKE THAT!)
TIMMY: and im grounded it sucks
Koul tshik: oh ic, that sux...u don't have to chat w/ me
TIMMY: if u want me to i will (I DID WANT TO TALK TO U,
BUT I DIDN'T WANT U TO GET IN TROUBLE FOR IT, SO...)
TIMMY: i dont want u to be mad at me
Koul tshik: it doesn't matter and i won't be mad at u
(I'VE TOLD HIM I WON'T EVER BE MAD AT HIM FOR ANYTHING
COUNTLESS TIMES, BUT I GUESS IT'S GOOD THAT HE CARES)
TIMMY: sorry i cant talk maybe next time ill be
ungrounded sssssssoooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy
Koul tshik: it's ok, luv ya babe ;-) (DID I ACTUALLY JUST
SAY THAT WORD????AGAIN?!::SCREAMS AND FAINTS::)
TIMMY: luv ya to baby princess :-D (SO U SAY, AND I HOPE)
LuvNTenderTones: bye ill miss u
Koul tshik: k bye, miss u 2 ::shuts up::
LuvNTenderTones: really bye this time bye baby(LOL SORRY,
I WAS TRYING TO SHUT UP, REALLY, LOL)

God I'm such a loser...check out this e-mail(I PUT MY
LITTLE XTRA NOTES IN IT 2) I sent him lmao ::loser:: anyway
her it is:
Hey,(FUNNY!!!!!LMAO, I'M A DORK)
Don't you get tired of me? Don't answer that.(I ALREADY
KNOW THE ANSWER) I wanna write a report.(::GASP:: DID I SAY
I WANT TO DO A DREADED REPORT) Wow...that sounds weird, you
can tell I'm not in school.(YOU CAN ***DEFINATELY***
TELL!!!) Anyway...any topic ideas?(SCARY!!!!!) I want to
write a story also, but I'd never finish it so it's
pointless to start one.(I STARTED ONE TODAY, THEN RIPPED IT
UP) I am such a dork. K, my fingernails are purple(SUPPOSED
TO BE BLACK, BUT I USED THE WRONG COLOR), my toenails are
black(SUPPOSED TO BE PURPLE, BUT MY FINGERS WERE ALREADY
PURPLE), I have a flower tattoo(permanent marker)(AND A
TATTOO THAT SAYS 'TIMMY' KINDA ON MY HIP...PATHETIC...) on
my hand, my hair is in braided pigtails with one of the
ponytail holders baby blue and the other black, and I'm
wearing pink pjs with red and blue poodles on them...how
screwed up is that? I'm gonna right loser on my forehead
with permanent marker.(I DID IT IN PEN INSTEAD) Aight, I'm
gonna go to bed now since I haven't slept for about three
days now and I'm really tired. ttyl, love ya.(::SCREAMS:: I
DID IT AGAIN!)
Ash*Baby*(HE CALLS ME 'BABY', I SIGN MY NAME 'ASH', SO WHY
NOT PUT THE 2 TOGETHER AND MAKE EVERY1 HAPPY?!)

Do I seem...hyper to you? I feel drunk...my heads kinda
spinny. La la la la...maybe this is what a lack of sleep
does to ya. ::sings 'The Way You Make Me Feel':: I'm gonna
call in and dedicate that song to Timmy! He won't hear it
since he lives in Texas, but I'll hear it and I'll tell him
about it! Hee-hee go on girl! hey pretty baby with the high
heels on, you give me fever like I've never ever
known...:::stops singing:: erm sorry that's the first part
of the song. ICKY!!!!!! Have y'all heard nsync's new song
Pop? (It sux!) Well, it's on the radio now. ICKY ICKY
ICKY!!!! I'm not an nsync chick if ya can't tell...i love
their first album and some of their 'no strings attached'
album, but they like suck now...except my Lance! I'm not a
bsb chick either...I love their old style...but I don't
like their 'now style'. I like what I like, I don't have a
specific favorite genre...I listen to everything...from
Christian to punk rock. I really should go to bed now,
g'night.


Ad:0