sugarless_mop

revelling / reckoning
2002-06-22 02:58:24 (UTC)

art is pain. or pain is art?

dance has become so incredibly stressful and difficult.
when physical tasks become difficult, they eventually cause
mental and emotional problems.

my teacher is a bitch.
but i think she's afraid of me at the same time. due to my
age and height. i don't know for sure. its just what i
think.

i mean, i really love going to dance. the recitals fine and
fun and etc. but exams really are stressful. i can't
remember all of the routines and a few of the girls are
just so god damned rude to me. they have so much attitude.
brag brag brag.

its so extremely difficult sometimes

*sigh*
i'm toying with the idea of quitting. but i love it so
much. it just brings into play the idea of suffering for
one's art. is it really all the trouble to go through?
should i have to put up with the rude, mean and cruel
behavior of the girls at the dance studio? or should i not
put up with it and quit?

...decisions, decisions.

..wish me luck.

:*(




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