slipknot532

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Ezoic
2002-06-21 04:02:32 (UTC)

Chances Untaken

wind falls down your back like gasps of pain
stifled composure that won't regain
on your knees you pray
to your gods for just one more day
searching the scorched sky for a dream
you dropped in the stream
with the emotions of the fall
that throws away your all
your skin bleeds, your veins itch
for an ending that won't switch
no double meaning no second path
you are buried in a sea of wrath
changing lanes to avoid the crash
you cause another as you fly through your past
thoughts of the face
that continues to retrace
over and over in your mind
and you think of that time
you had to take it all back
but you couldn't do that
it's too late, for then you fall.


I wrote that a few weeks ago. I seem to have so much on my
mind lately. I get on here and can't even say much. If I
could say half the things I feel .. urgh.. have you ever
just taken the time to read some people's replies? I mean
I've only gotten about 4.. but 3 have been from people I
personally know who I've told about this site, and one was
a like 2 sentence response that in my mind was extremely
automated or something. I don't like taking the time for
people when they will take time for no one else but a
chosen few. That kind of reminds me of 'cliques'.. ugh..
the second worst thing in life.. (the first worst being:
life without purpose, initiative, or meaning) I can't be
around a group of people 10 or more without feeling like we
are all forcefully clustered into our own section. At my
school there's the preppies, the sluts, the lesbians, the
weird people, the geniuses, the morons, the psycho's..
etc.. your usual.. I am friends with probably atleast one
from each group.. but yet because I've smoked and because I
love raging with music, and because I don't care what
people think of me and I don't wear bright pink lipstick
and look perfect everyday, because I love computers and
work well with them, and because I'm depressed a lot (yet
hyper enough to almost equal it).. I'm sectioned into the
group of either weirdo's or psycho people .. haha it just
amuses me.. I hang out with who I want to hang out with..
cliques are just an annoyance that holds people back and
makes them sell themself short. STAY AWAY!
Complaint of the day (seeing how my life is one big
complaint.. ugh just tell me to shut up already.. not like
it'll help but maybe it'll start really getting to me when
everyone responds a big shut up):
STOP BEING SO GODDAMN FAKE YOU STUPID BASTARDS! BE WHO YOU
ARE AND EXPRESS WHO YOU ARE NOT THE PERSON YOU THINK THEY
ALL WANT YOU TO BE!
So this one got a little lengthy. As I said.. sooo much on
my mind. Enjoy your weekend, kids!
Peace yo.
~slippy


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