Alyssa

thoughts and ramblings of alyssa
2002-06-19 19:33:18 (UTC)

you can't just go back...

-if i could go back,
there's so much i'd change,
if i could just say NO,
i could stay away from the war i now wage.
-i grew attatched
that was the mistake,
staying distant is safer,
my soul woun't have to ache
-you sucked me in,
so now I am the guilty party,
the rewards were minimal,
but you accepted me, partly.
-so the battle ensues,
leaving me confused,
i still want you to want me,
no one wants to feel abused.
-but i can't go back
i'm stuck on this land
and for all that i went through,
i'm doing the bast i can.




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