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BeCcLeS
2002-06-19 19:31:26 (UTC)

~*~* CANNYON BALL!~*~*...................JUST ANOTHER DAY WITH THE GIRLS I LOVE

TODAY GOT OFF TO A BETTER START THEN YESTERDAY LET ME TELL
U.......I JUST GOT BACK FROM JESSICAS HOUSE ME AND WAZZY
WERE THERE SWIMMING......THOSE GIRLS ARE A TRIP LET ME TELL
YOU. IM TRYING SO HARD JUST TO MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE....GOD
DAMN ITS NTO EASY. I JUST MISS KNOWING THAT I HAD SOMEONE.
ALYSHA SENT ME A PICTURE OF HER FAMILY LAST NIGHT. I HAD TO
OF LOOKED AT THAT PICTURE 4 AN HOUR STRAIGHT. I DIDNT EVEN
REALIZE MY FEELINGS 4 HIM WERE SO DEEP. I GUESS ITS JUST
ONE OF THOSE TIMES WHEN U DONT KNOW WHAT U HAVE UNTIL ITS
GONE.....BUT IN MY CASE IU WASNT THE ONE THAT LET IT GO. I
TRIED SO HARD TO MAKE THINGS WORK......EVERYONE TELLS ME
ITS BETTER OFF THIS WAY.....BUT WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND IS
HOW IS IT BETTER THIS WAY IF I AM SO UNHAPPY? JUST LOOKING
AT HIS PICTURE AND THINKING ABOUT ALL THE MEMORIES WE HAD
IN THAT SHORT 4 MONTHS WE WERE TOGETHER.....REMEMBERING THE
LITTLE THINGS HE DID THAT MADE ME FALL IN LOVE IN THE 1ST
PLACE. IVE TOLD HIM A MILLION TIMES...HE SHOULD HAVE LEFT
ME ALONE FROM THE GET GO BECAUSE I WASNT READY TO BE WITH
SOMEONE. WELL STUPID ME. DOMINIQUE I HAVE TO TELL YOU
SOMETHING SO IF U DO READ THIS......LET ME KNOW...IM KINDA
AFRAID TO TELL YOU BECAUSE UMMMMMMM WELLL.......ITS NOT
WEIRD OR ANYTHING BUT..........YEA LOL HAH. ...LETS JUST
SAY......MAYBE YOUR IDEA ISNT SO BAD? HAHAH!!!

~*~*~*~*/bEcCa/~*~*~*~


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