SadiesStorm

Autumn Always
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2002-06-19 18:14:15 (UTC)

It never ends

I've had an unbelieveable week. Katie went into labor 3
months premature. I was at home having a cup of coffe when
her husband called and said " the baby's coming" I couldn't
believe it! I got to the hospital and shortly there after
she gave birth to a beautifull baby girl.June 13th. She
will have to stay in an incubater for the next two months
untill she finishes growing, but so far she's doing
wonderfully. Every thing has been so hectic since then.
Absolute maddness. The stars must be out of whack or
something. And every morning for the past week or so I wake
up so someone being here. I've barely had 5 minutes to
myself. And Carrie is stressed because of the whole Lynn thing. Lynn
has decided to start participating in some illegal activities that I
am not happy about, Mom and Dad are having massive problems and I
feel lost somewhere in the middle. I thought I had today by myself,
it's the first day I woke up alone and then Patrick called and has a
few hours free and is coming over. He jsut wouldn't understand if I
said I'd rather be alone today. I know he would take it the wrong
way. I just wanted some time to be by myself. To hang around in a
tank top and panties and play my game and eat cookies and clean
my room and play with my pictures all alone. Just to unwind. Wanting
time alone doesn't mean I don't miss him or don't love him, I just
need some me time. Why must every one be in such constant termoil?
Dad come's over almost everyday and sit's downstairs and plays
nintendo. And when I go down he spends hours talking to me about how
wrong everyone is and how many problems he has wich are all
monumental. On top of that his health is in serious need of
attention and that eats at me. And Mom who I don't mind if she
complains to me is struggling and I feel like there is so little I
can do, I want so badly to do better for us but school just has to
wait. ... and patricks here early now so I can't finish venting...
off I go....


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