lili

what?
2002-06-19 08:34:10 (UTC)

break day!

OMG today was the most fun I've had in the longest time!..
Hanging out with Bethany, Brittany, Morgen, Dylan and
Cassie. The first part of the day was chilly.. kinda
sucked that it got cold when we got to the beach. I
couldn't feel my legs or my arms for a bit when I got into
the water. Dylan just walked in with his bag on his back
AND his towel.. funny. Morgen just kind of stood on the
bank watching everyone else. Brittany & Bethany got in the
water but it took me two tries before I could go farther
than my waist. (HEE!)
THere was three girls near our stuff and they wrote
something in the sand that wasn't very nice. Too bad I
didn't say anything when they were mocking Brittany just
for asking me to get her towel. That would have been FUN!
Got ice cream, went bowling.. didn't even get home until
like 9ish. I hope Bethany didn't get into trouble bcs when
I looked at the clock as I got home it was already a little
past 9. IT WAS SOo MUCH FUN CRIPES!!
Damnit... I was supposed to call Ian today. Don't know
why but I was supposed to. I love him so much and I am
always so glad to see him.. Shit! I hope he isn't mad at
me. I didn't forget I just didn't get home and actually
have time to call.. #$@!
As for my dream that I wrote about yesterday.. or the day
before.. I think I know what it meant. Just from a guess..
it probably means I should move on with my life and find
someone else. The guy that broke my heart (I think)
represented someone I cared for the most. The other guy in
my dream (Bethany.. you probably know who that is.. )
represented someone I'd like to be with but isn't worth my
time. So.. if that's what my heart and mind is saying.. I
should follow it. (THis is the sort of stuff I beleive
in.. omens..) Anyways.. it is reeally getting l8. 1:38
AM! oops! Nite nite! DyLaN & BetHanY I love you
bunches! (Even if you don't read this I'm still going to
put it down!)




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