2002-06-19 05:14:07 (UTC)

im scared... im alone...

i didnt say all the things i want to say and you cant take
back what youve taken away.. healing comes so painfully,
wont let anyone get close to me, im damaged as im sure you
know... im scared and im alone...

what am i doing... im really sick and tired and confused
and angry and ughhhhh... i worked like 10 and a half hours
last night.. i went with matt to apply at my job and
todd was acting really stupid... you could feel the
testosterone drama hard core.. im so tired.. he didnt call
me back.. im going back to bed now..