sweetkiten

my interesting life
2002-06-17 22:09:04 (UTC)

tears

i have decided to put my journal entries online so i can
destroy my old journal. too many people can get to it and i
dont want them to read it.

I wanna go home, but i don't know where that is. I want my
mommy, but i don't know where she is. I need to get away.
Please take me away. My mother is killing me. I don't care
about my future, I just wanna have fun now. I am such a
bitch. I say the worst things. I am sorry, so very sorry.
Why can't everyone be happy? I just wanna be happy. Why
didn't they tell me? I wanted to know. I found myself, and
now I'm lost again. I don't know which way to turn. Chris
is there for me. Jeff and I are not speaking to eachother.
I miss Ian so much. Even though he teased me I still love
him. I just cry all the time now. Kim is the bestest best
friend i could ever ask for. She is always there. I love
her to death. Everything is twisted around.

I wrote that after i found out i was adopted. thats when i
started my written journal. around end of july 01.




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