2002-06-17 11:34:56 (UTC)

you won.

she cries black tears..
wishing it would all end..
wishing she could fade away into oblivion..
her heart is breaking,
she doesnt know what to do..
waiting for someone..waiting for you..

but you wont let yourself love her..
you cant let yourself care..
youre afraid of losing her completely..
drowning in a love so deep it scares you..
she tries to rid herself of you in any way she can,
but you wont let her go...

and she loses herself in her dreams of you...
she cries.. she bleeds.. you laugh.. you win.
you won.

you won a long fucking time ago, but still
keep coming back for more victory over her..
what more do you want.. you took it all. you won.