Lenore the fool

Steal this diary
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2002-06-17 01:41:40 (UTC)


Why is your name everywhere? As if me thinking about you
wasn't enough the world seems to be pushing me toward the
thought of you. And it's not even that I don't want it
to..I'm just afraid you don't want me. That you don't want
to deal with this damaged soul. That I'm not your dream nor
your fantasy. That if you choose me it's just some hand out
or favor, that you feel pressured. It's funny how the mere
mention of your name makes my heart skip. In that good way
though. Ah the hope, the silly school girl fears, ha a girl
can dream... And that's all this little girl can do. Why
don't you come to me? Are you scared too? Why do you say
yes then not come? Do you not want to be near me or are you
scared? I don't know why you'd be scared of me. I couldn't
do much to you at all. You'll probably be the one to break
my heart. Maybe it'll be to save your own...maybe it'll just
be carelessness...maybe you think i deserve it...maybe i do.