msxtcbabe

Not As Confused As I Used To Be
2002-06-16 08:27:10 (UTC)

:( Life goes on

well, what a day this has been.......i get up late for work
to begin with..good thing its sat and we werent busy. then
i get home, and finally talk to scott. i knew i could tell
something was wrong.

he only wants to be friends. yea i am really sad about
that. but what can i do? i want him to be happy, and i
just wanted him too much i guess. he sad that we were
really going too fast. i guess we were. i mean, i know
that we were. i really do still want to be friends with
him. hes an awesome guy.....i know we will stay friends.

me and dan (jessica's man) went and shot some pool tonite.
it was good to not think about anything. i have such a
buzz right now...i would like to talk to scott but i dont
know what i would say. weird, i never had that prob
before. but life goes on. i guess i have to start looking
for a boyfriend again....dammit, that kinda sux. i am sick
of dating around. i dont guess i will ever find that
certain guy. i dont get it....i know i am a great
girlfriend..everytime i split up with someone they always
regret it and want me back. and i know i look half ass
decent...i can always get a date, jenna and jessica hate me
for that....lol i can get anyone i want..but i am kinda
picky. but i like having a boyfriend..they are good to
have around, and if i have one i stay out of trouble
easier...lol

oh well, gotta get some sleep now.

good nite ya'll!!!




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