Sawachicky

Elfy
2002-06-15 21:56:07 (UTC)

what happened?

Things change i know this.......but WHOA.....i just now
noticed how much I and everyone else has changed just over
the last couple of years.....I am freshman now......it
seems like just yesterday i was starting junior
high.....it's weird....u look back on the things that you
used to do and be......memories of the good times and the
bad times....you smile for the bad and good....because the
bad times are over and the good times still
remain......life is all a big lesson that needs to be
learned.....we will never learn the complete lesson of
life....one day this could happen then the next it is
over........everything is in the past and the future is
waiting in front of you.....never knowing who you will
become or what you are untill you get there.......LIFE
whoa......i think someone smacked me upside the head and
made me realize a few things.....man...............You know
you can have sumthing and what if you can have it all the
time or never at all......but you just want it half of the
time.....would you rather have it all the time? or never at
all?.......You can't change things that have already
happened so make sure you dont do NEthing you will wanna
change.....~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
can NEone ever have one certain thing that will make them
happy?
You think you know what you want....you think you know what
I want.......well you have no idea......cause i dont even
know what i want.......
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i am most of the time very confused but right now things
become easier to handel......
Shane is here but he is asleep on my couch and has been
asleep for the last 3 hours about........i am about to wake
him up soon.....fun~fun~........but i dunno....like i think
i dont like him....but then when i dont see him or talk to
him....i miss him sooooo much....i know he likes me and
maybe i just take him for granit.....but i shouldnt becasue
he is very sweet and nice and does alot of stuff for
me.....i never lead him on or used him......but i dunno
maybe i did like him too i just didnt wanna admit it to
myself or others....but now i think i really do......but
hmmmmm....i guess i will go now and think some more....and
wake up shane......byebye




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