scarrin

the rollercoaster costs 5 dollars.
2002-06-15 06:14:35 (UTC)

ya ya

I'm so fucking exhausted tonight...

I didn't go the the mountains tonight....Work was a total
utter and complete bitch today. When I got home, I slept
from 7 until now...lol.....I think I'm becoming an old man
or something....but all I want to do when I get home from
that place is sleep...I'm not used to these hours and I'm
not used to what they're doing to my right now (making me
a slaveboy)

Lots of little drama is happening in my life right
now.....it's just been a long week.

I'm hooking Michelle up with Annette sometime in the next
couple weeks. Michelle and Heather finally broke
up....actually Heather punched her last night at the
bar....so you can pretty much put that one to rest....I
feel bad for Michelle...she went through her divorce with
her husband, and went "lesbian" or whatever you wanna call
it because of that whole thing....and now everything with
Heather has totally gone to complete shit after two years.
I know she's not having a good time at all right now.
Maybe hooking her up with Annette will help.

Brandi's pissed at me again....I don't even know what to
do there...she doesn't believe a single damn word I say
anymore, pretty much whatever I do......according to her
I'm all just pretty much out to make her life hell or
something. I don't know where she gets all this stuff from
or how she conjurs it all up but she does. It makes me
pissy but more in a hurtful way than anything. I totally
have not done anything to her and she doesn't see it. The
entire time I've known her actually I've felt like a
pest....like a little boy nagging the hell out of the hot
girl....but she did call tonight....that was kind of
weird. I was NOT expecting that one.

Paul's here with his girlfriend. I think he's pissed off
at me for something but I don't know what. Probably has
something to do with how many times I tell him that his
girlfriend sucks. I just keep thinking "divorce, divorce"
in big red neon lights. I don't think it's going to work
out for them, and I'm scared he's going to get hurt. He
might start up a job at Qwest again though (god help him).
He can have my cubicle when I leave.

Last, I talked to Terry today about Sal because I'm
worried....Terry is the most awesome woman in the entire
world hands down (next to my mom...actually they're tied).
I fucking love her to death. If she was my age, I'd be
with that woman in a heartbeat. lol. I'm totally dead
serious about it too. Her and I just totally get along and
laugh it up all the time. It's grand. I'm going to miss
her like crazy. Anyways...we talked about Sal...because
some weird shit is going on with Hannah and Sal and
Hannah's husband....Hannah's just going ballistic all the
fucking time now...she's either super sweet and happy on
her depression meds or she's ripping Sal a new one when
she's off of them.....and Terry found out that Hannah met
her older husband when she was a teenage and Hannah and
her hubby worked at Target together....how
romantic.....anyways....So Sal goes over there Monday
night and Hannah's husband is watching some movie he's
really into...so Hannah just says "I wanna go over and
spend the entire night with you" to Sal...and shit...they
tell Hannah's husband that she's going over to Sal's for
the entire night, and her husband actually GIVES them a 6
pack of beer and tells them to have a good time...what the
FUCK kind of relationship is this? I can't figure it
out...something WEIRD is going on there....and Terry told
me Hannah's husband watches pornos all the time...and
those three always go out and drink TOGETHER.....Sal's
gonna get hurt in this...and he's gonna get hurt while I'm
gone and I'm not there for him...it's coming I know.

Anyways, I should end this here...I HATE it when I fall
asleep early in the night...cause now it's like midnight
here and I have nothing to do but I don't wanna go back to
bed....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....I have that whole totally
groggy feeling going on right now.





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