2002-06-14 22:01:08 (UTC)

I need to satisfy my desire

I want to be myself
I try not to be s/o else
But my mind keeps searching others mistake
It is so stressful

I want to be happy
I want to laught all the time
I want to be whatever that I want
I want to be myself

All morning, in my lazy time I always thinks rubbish
I should not lying on the bed too long
I really distroy my mind!! very not healthy
I should do more actions
I know how to fight myself...

I feel lonely
I need s/o to hold and to care me
My friends are not enough
I need something more special
I am asking too much...

To be truth, that is the deepest feeling that I have
I need to satisfy my desire