Opiate620

HiDInG IN ThE cORneR
2002-06-14 18:40:53 (UTC)

It's Hard To Deal When All You Do Is Feel.

I've been really nervious lately. Courtney is comming
home soon and I really want to see her. I'm just afraid she
won't look at me the same way anymore. I talk about how
much I miss her and how much I want to just give her a huge
hug and a kiss but I'm afraid she will be dissapointed in
me for some reason. I have no idea why I feel this way I
just can't help but fear that she won't feel the same as I
do.
I miss her so much, I don't think she realizes how
empty I feel right now. I wish I could feel like I make her
completely happy, Wish I could be all she wanted. Sometimes
I feel like such a dissapointment.


.....difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and
passed over.................

-Sammy




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