Wildthing1983

Me and More
2002-06-14 08:21:27 (UTC)

Hurt

Dear Diary-

Why is it when you think you meet a nice guy, one that you
like they blow you off as soon as they find out how much
you wiegh or what you look like. I'm tired of feeling this
pain. Some times I wish I was beautiful or not here at all.
i mean Why can't any one see me for who I am and love me
for that. I wonder over and over when I going to find love.
When is a guy going to see me for me. Am I such a horrible
person that I cursed with being ugly and doomed to be alone
the rest of my life? I hate it so much. And when I do care
about some one I can't have them. It hurts so fucking much!
I'm tried of it!! I'm tired of having my feeling toyed
with. I'm not a yo-yo!!!!

Heather




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