Casey

uhh

its 1:49 a.m and im awake..as usual. usually im up because
i have so many people over that they keep me up. well i
have casey and alex here but they r doing there own thing
and i want to go to sleep but i cant. i cant stop thinking
about matt. i like him so much and i dont knwo why. i mean
a part of me has always had feelings for matt but i havent
thought about brant today. just matt. i knwo that i still
lvoe brant but maybe im finally going to be able to move
on. who knows, he came over today and i bet that maybe we
could have done sumting if so many people werent over. and
of coarse alex was all over him. and seh knows how much i
like him and how much ive been planning on hooking up w/
him. god its just like how she talks to brant for hours at
a time at the rink (the whole end of the night) all the
time and i never get to say nething to him!!! i odnt know
maybe she dosent want me w/ a guy..well i was on the phone
w/ danny for 2 hourse tonight and he told me that he knows
that he is in love with me (he isnt i know he isnt) and
that every slow song reminds him of me. and that he always
talks about me to kale all the time and kale is sick of
hearing about me and all this stuff. i mean ya its sweet n
all but i dont have feelings for danny. not those kinds of
feeligns at least. i dont know he dosent love me iknow that
much!! i think that next week im going to have a day when
is only me at my hosue are just me n chelsea and im gonna
call matt and ask him to meet me half way bc i need to talk
to him and im just going to flat out tell him that i stil
have feelings for him and i know that he dosent have any
for me but i just had to tell him to get it off my mind. i
dont know i dont want him to take advantage of me again
like he did last time and start hooking up with me all the
time just because he can because i like him. i dont knwow
hat im going to do marissa freaking needs to pay me back
shes pissing me off i cnat do nething this wkend unless she
pays me back. well i gotta go to bed. or try to
atleast.love ya
casey

I LOVE BRANT
I LIKE MATT
BRANT LOVES ALEX
MATT LIKES ALEX
DANNY "LOVES" ME
ALEX LOVES WILL
I DONT LIKE DANNY HE IS ONLY MY BFF
MARISSA LIKES THE WHOLE WORLD!!!