~lil erin~

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2002-06-14 03:09:47 (UTC)

Letter to ryan

Have you ever gone out with someone sooo great and felt
sooo quilty for breaking up their freindship with somone
else? Wow I just can't get over the fact that you would
totally blow off nick like that becasue of us going out....
its sick. How could someone be so slefish and heartles
becsue of a relationship. Your 19 years old, grow up ryan!
YeA NICK MAY NOT COME OUT AND SAY IT , BUT I CAN TELL HE'S
HURT! YOU WERE HIS BEST FREIND! He looked up to as a
musican and as a brother. Now your going to throw it all
away?!

you alawys said you were mature, well right now im not
seeing it. Yea look im sorry things between us didn't
work out, but how could i come out and say" rya i have a
crush and have had a crush on your freind"? can you
imagine how hurt you would have been?.... they way i
choose was the only way I could think of to end things on
the best of terms..... but I guess either way you just
didn't care.... it was either you were happy and I was
unhappy , or me be happy and you be unhappy, there was no
happy mediem. I was really down when i let ya go casue i
knew i would loose your freindshi[, but I didn't think that
you would go around and start breaking up freindships with
other freinds...... and breaking up your band.

Speaking of the "band" , why would you not discuss this
with the rest of the band members? I think beofre you went
around telling ppl the band broke up, i think that maybe
you should have told the BAND!!

Well I maybe got you thinking about maybe how preicious
your freindships are, and how stupid you were acting....
this big" im ryan and i need to act like an ass to be kool"
isn't you... so fucking stop for christ sakes! Cause its
pissing me off.




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