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Kristina's Personal Diary
2002-06-14 01:22:03 (UTC)

Somewhat depressing.

Well, things were going alright today and during 1st
period, Alexanians got two of Joselyn's letters that I
wrote to her becuz it was on the floor. And I reached to
get it back but he pulled away and he read it. I couldn't
believe it. I wrote about a guy and said that life sucks
cuz of him and the whole class wanted him to read it. I was
like so damn shocked, it was kinda embarassing. During
Barbu's class, we had to present our end-of-the-yr. project
and well, I told Mr. Barbu we weren't supposed to cuz
Alexanians and Bolibaugh were supposed to grade it. But he
said we were supposed to grade it in homeroom. I'm going to
present it for sure tomorrow and I don't want to. Cuz we
have to present it and the class grades one, he grades one
on ur project & another grade on ur presentation. But the
whole class pratically hates me. So what the fuck. 3rd was
boring, we watched a movie. Me and Kevin hardly talk to
eachother. When we got our test back @the end, I got 37/40
I think and Kevin got 38. I was kinda pissed but not
really, I called him a cheater. And he fuckin tried to
choke me. I found out when I was going to 6th that he was
going around w/ Deisy. The girl that Martin likes. And
during Nutrition I found out that Martin does like Wendy
and Deisy, so he had lied to me. That made me pissed @him
and I feel as if I'm just a rebound, if Wendy says no then
he's going to ask me. It's stupid. But he wasn't going to
ask Deisy cuz she's taken by Kevin.
That left me depressed in 3rd. I went w/ Liz to Mr.
Barbu's class during 3rd cuz she had to get her field trip
slip signed. And I was standing @the doorway and people
were telling Martin that I was there and he was
like,"Where?" all looking around the room. And when he
spotted me, I left the room. I was pissed at him. He
said 'hi' to Liz though. Then we went to Hunker in the
Girls' Gym so she could sign it. Then we passed by Barbu's
class and I waved to SolRuby and we went back to 3rd. 4th
was boring, we took a test. 5th was boring, surprisingly I
didn't got in trouble. But Hunker was saying shit about how
Liz, Jennifer and I never do NEthing. So I pretended to
play volleyball but I sucked so then I went w/ Susana and
Jennifer w/ da hula-hoops! I think Martin is seriously
going to ask me to go around w/ him. Cuz Liz told me that
he asked if he were to ask me to, would I say yes. And Liz
said yes and he asked how do u know and I guess she told
him I said so. Well, I started reconsidering it but Liz and
Steph were all,"Ur going ot regret it and ur going to
graduate and never see him NEmore." But well, I'm kinda
pissed and annoyed by him cuz he brought me pain today.
Afterschool, I saw Deisy grabbed him from behind cuz every1
was playing around and I passed by him 2x and he doesn't
say NEthing so I won't say NEthing.
6th was boring, we did Writer's Workshop which is kinda
boring and I got a bit hyper. Well diary, I'm not sure if I
wanna be w/ Martin but then, I'm not gon' see him NEmore in
2 weeks. *sighs* Life's frustrating.




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