hipeechic

Life's Sporadic Course
2002-06-13 16:16:14 (UTC)

Days Like Today

Days like today only feel weird because you're in an
uncomfortable zone. Today is my first moving day.

I'm moving in with my boyfriend (Joe) and his parents until
I finish school. It's weird... The weirdness doesn't come
from moving into a different place. The weirdness comes
from living with my boyfriend and living with parents, once
again.

Although his parents let me do whatever I want, I still
feel that I'm an alien in their house... mainly because I'm
not one of their family members.

My boyfriend and his parents have welcomed me with open
arms solely because I bring Joe happiness. Can a smile on
the face cause such openess to occur between families? I
wonder.

Anyhoo... I'm sitting here in my old apartment looking
around at all that is left: my clothes, some furniture,
and bagged clothes to give to the goodwill, and then I find
my computer. My computer tells me that it needs to be used
so I slide my mouse and open up this webpage to write how I
feel today.

Although I know that this feeling of weirdness will
disappear with time, at this moment I have nothing but the
unknown to make me smile, and I smile at it gladly only
because I know that if I don't this could be a bad day (and
I've never had a bad day... unless it was because of work,
if you know me).

I feel much better now just because I wrote this today.
The uncomfortable zone is beginning to fade away - little
by little.

~Butternuts~




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