SadiesStorm

Autumn Always
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2002-06-13 05:28:31 (UTC)

Good things MUST be coming....

Lord what a trying few days this has been. It's been
imesurably hot here the last few nights. I've insisted
almost to the point of arguing that mom take the fan. She
has work in the morning and I want her to sleep
comfortably. I just open all my windows and try to make the
best of it. It's frustrating, with everything else going on
right now the little things just seem to be attacking me
mercilessly. Fixing the air conditioner just has to wait. I
definitly wont be able to do school this month. I'm sad but
there's just no way. I had to get my medication today and
that makes things harder. If I wasn't retarted I wouldn't
have to spend 300 dollars a month just so I don't have a
seziure or withdraw into myself. I suck. And hopefully call
the store tomorrow and see if I got the part time job I
applied for. *crosses fingeres* And I'm going to have to
put off groccries this month too. Hopefully by July things
will be going a bit smoother. But damnit I WILL get to
school and start doing realestate if it kills me. I'm just
so worn out and my computer is on the blitz to boot. *pokes
god* I still have faith. Carrie stopped by the other day
though and that was a ray of sunshine. We're going to see
eachother soon, and Lynn stopped by today and gave me a
lovely cameo that she found for me at Dracs Ball. I helped
Patrick clean his room today witch was a long and grueling
process. He's having a party for his moms surprise party.
And I didn't feel good all day. Now I'm exhausted and weary
and hot. Something wonderfull must be right around the
corner because it's always darkest before dawn. I'll be
fine if I got the job. Cross your fingers for me god.....


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