a freak with a heart
today was so weird. all day or..
today was so weird. all day or should i say morning i
was thinking how i would see dillon cause of course i want
to spend as much time with him as i can because im not
gonna see him till september, and i knew i wouldn' see him
cause we didn' have art today. but in my head i just kept
telling me i would see him. soo the day goes by and no
dillon, and then my ride home does not show up! weird huh!
but here's the weirder part i go to he art room cause i
don' want to be in the caf. and as i walk in and look
around here's dillon sitting in the back room waving to me
to come over! it turns out he's waiting on brian for a ride home. so
just me, dillon, brian, and becky spent the whole day
together. from 11:30pm to 2:00pm. it was the best thing
that could have happened. see things always turn out for
the best, everything happens for a reason!!!!!! my ride
never showed so instead i go to spend the whole day with a
great friend who i will miss so damn much.
i know i don't talk about my other friends as much but there is
a reason i talk about dillon so differently. dillon and i just became
really good friends this year so i haven't spent much time with him.
the more time you spend with a person he less you miss them after you
can't see them anymore, thats why i don't seem to miss les say kelly
as much. because i've been friends with kelly for 5 years. so since i
haven't gotten to spend as much time with dillon i seem to miss him
more. it's like the same way i miss jeremy. i haven' spent that much
time with jeremy so i miss him a lot, even though i know im always
gonna miss him cause you always miss the one you love when you aren't
with them. seems im missing a lot of ppl these days, my boyfriend, my
friends. i wish i could have my friends over the summer and still
have jeremy. it really sucks having your boyfriend so far away!!!!!
he's not there for a hug every now and again, or a kiss, or just to
see his wonderful smiling face. i miss his smile, lol his smile when
he looks over at me and i glance out of the coner of my eye and see
him looking at me so i turn to look at him......and he just smiles!
it's so innocent and loving. but not long now!!!! a few weeks and
i'll be back in his arms, i can't wait!