sweetkiten

my interesting life
2002-06-13 00:16:52 (UTC)

im killing her

my mom told me i made her sick. she told me im a bitch and
im killing her. i guess i am. every time we have an
argument her blood pressure rises and gets to the point
where she just cant take it. i cant either. i really cant
she is killing me too, but i dont tell her. i cry so much
and it takes a little out of me each time i do. im really
trying not to cry anymore, but its hard. i really cant take
arguing any more and neither can my mom. i just hope we can
come to some understanding so we dont have to do this
anymore. i love her so much, and i tell her i do. whatever
i do is wrong the words i say are stupid and thoughtless. i
just need someone to tell me its not my fault ya know. i
really am starting to believe everything is and i have an
awful guilt complex. i just need some one to tell me it's
not my fault.




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