Cuddles4SOS

My Interesting Life
2002-06-12 22:56:31 (UTC)

Depression

Don't you hate it when it comes to a time when you have to
choose what to do, but you dont know what to choose?
I love my mom with all my heart and I have no respect for
my dad what so ever. I would give anything to live with my
mom. But at the same time, I have better and more friends
up here who I never want to leave. I know it's a year
away, but when I turn 18 I am leaving my dad's. I always
said i am going straight to my mom's, and thats what i want
to do, but I dont want to leave everyone here. My life has
been so good, well except I miss my mom.
I wish I could mix the 2 places up... bring my mom,
grandma, grandpa, brothers, sister, and friends from Ky to
live here in Indiana so I could be with my mom. I dont
care where my dad was, he ruined my life and when I turn 18
I dont care if I ever see him again.
My dad isnt on my good side right now. It's his fault I
have to work at the Day Care and all working is doing to
giving me less time to see Aaron before he goes to
college. I have to work from 11-5 and he works from 6-10
meaning I dont get to see him until 1015 every night for
maybe 2 and a half hours.
Also, I want to go to my mom's so bad right now. I havent
seen my family for about 2 months now. I miss them so
much. I was planning on going this weekend but now I have
to watch sydney all night. I dont want to leave everyone
up here but I want to see my mom.
I dont know what to do. I want to be with everyone, but
there is only one of me.
Well I am out.




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