2002-06-12 07:05:03 (UTC)

i might puke

i'm in another one of those "rage" moments right now. I
almost feel like I'm going to puke I am that fucking angry
at him and ready to rip him apart. I seriously think that
when I DO eventually see him (i know it's gonna happen --
we go to the same university) I will rip him apart. I am so
fucking angry at him. I just havve to do it in a way that
makes him look bad and not me. Haven't quite figured out
how to do this. The pleasure of making him cry (even if i
have to like, draw blood to do this) will probably be
enough for me anyways. I don't need dignity.
Can't believe i'm typing this. I am sooooo ready to hurt