Anna

my babbling
2002-06-12 00:36:26 (UTC)

moving on

.....wow....its really over....no more actual school....i
mean still gotta be there for like finals days.....but i
only have an econ final.....and tats like nothing....sigh i
don't think im ready to leave.....though i did not enjoy
every single moment of high school......i enjoyed it enough
adn senoir year was a bitch for hte first few
months......but as soon as second semester
started.....every got fine and lots of fun.....i think that
these past few months have really changed me.....not just
physically growing older.....but like....to me.......school
is no longer such a huge deal......i dono.....its important
but if i don't get that A....the world will not end...sigh
i can feel the tears getting ready to come....kelvin better
have an entire box of tissue for me.....i really can't
believe that its seriously gonna be over in a few short
days......grad night is going to be awesome i just know
it......im gonna take so many pictures....even though i
tried so hard to go out more often, i still feel like there
are so many people that i didnt take enough time to really
get to know......dammit....no regrets though......just
gotta realize that summer is gonna be really really busy,
tammy said something in her diary about love and
stuff....and like i understand what she means...i mean do
any of us really know what love is?.....i mean real love..i
for one don't think that i know....i mean i love all of my
friends......but like true love?......and are any of us
even truly ready for it....im only 17.......and i don't
think that i am ready at all.....but that does not stop me
from hoping, dreaming, etc......i mean.....i always claim
to be "in love" with this person or that person.....but
everyone knows that it is just a crush or infaturation with
a boy usually because of looks.....im so superficial
sometimes....ugh!....watever...i only get to be a teenager
once.....ugh.....no more sadness....berkeley is gonna be
AWESOME....so many awesome people are gonne be there....all
my berk buddies!!....woohoo.....can't wait till
orentation.....hope i like the campus....i wonder what i
will need to bring to oreintation......hmmmm




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