T

im looking

im looking to find a way out of this house so i can start
even more new.
i have a new car.
i miss x terribly as usual........ i think we are
understanding each other more and more every day.... even
though it makes us sad. i was driving today and i just
started to cry. i cried hard for three minutes and then i
just stopped. i didnt feel the need to cry anymore......
i just want us to be the way we knew we couldve been. we
were amazing together.. theres no one else i want to spend
the rest of my life with. i need to work it out.

~t