Gem

Just Gem
2002-06-10 18:06:27 (UTC)

Life is a Bitch: Part 31

Wow a lot has happened this wk whilst I've been away, first of all,
the main thing on my mind, exams, I had two today Geography and
German, and they were unnervingly easy,5 down 5 to go, I feel
unnerved now. Surely they're not meant to b easy, and sumat one of my
teachers sed to me is preying on my mind 'Are you sure you answered
the questions and not the ones you wanted to answer?'
Next on my mind a close second I must admit, L and Pete, like I sed I
am still soooo happy for them but I still hear
these alarm bellz and I don't know what to do. I want them to b happy
more than anythin, but ... I just wanna wrap Liz in cotton wool, she
is one of my bestest mates ever and I don't want to see her get hurt,
what to do?
Pete I'm sorry, this must be annoying for you, I am trying
my best to trust you and believe you,please belive me.
Liz I only want what's best for you.
Twigz, please be OK.
Becky HELLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!U alrite
m8?

So what to do? I want everythin to be fine, I want 2 b cool about L
and Pete, I want twigz to be happy, I never want c and m or Becky and
L to split I want F to find her fella and I want me to pass my exams,
I don't want a lot do I?

Don’t let me get me (Pink)

Never win first place,
Don’t support the team,
Can’t take direction,
and my socks are never clean.
Teachers dated me,
my parents hated me.
I was always in a fight,
Cause I can’t do nothin’ right.

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror,
Can’t take the person staring back at me,
Cause I’m a hazard to myself,
Don’t let me get me,
I’m my own worst enemy,
Bout how you annoy yourself,
So irritating,
Don’t wanna be my friend no more,
I wanna be somebody else.

LA told me, ‘you’ll be a popstar’,
All you have to change,
Is everything you are.
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears,
She’s so pretty, that just ain’t me.

So doctor, doctor won’t you please prescribe me something?
A day in the life of someone else.

‘Cause I’m a hazard to myself,
Don’t let me get me.
I’m my own worst enemy,
Bout how you annoy yourself,
So irritating,
Don’t wanna be my friend no more.
I wanna be somebody else.

Not a Girl, not yet a Woman (Britney)

I used to think,
I had the answers to everything,
But now I know,
That life doesn’t always go my way.
Feels like I’m caught in the middle,
That’s when I realise.

I’m not a girl,
Not yet a woman.
All I need is time,
And more of that is mine,
While I’m in between.

I’m not a girl.
There is no need to protect me,
It’s time that I
Learned to face up to this on my own.
I’ve seen so much more than you know now,
So don’t tell me to shut my eyes.

I’m not a girl,
Not yet a woman.
All I need is time,
And more of that is mine,
While I’m in between.

I’m not a girl,
But if you look at me closely,
You will see it in my eyes,
This girl will always find,
Her way.

I’m not a girl,
I’m not a girl don’t tell me what to believe,
I’m just trying to find the woman in me,
All I need it time and more of that is mine,
While I’m in between.
I’m not a girl.

Not yet a woman.

Well gonna go and mope, feelin a bit depressed today, M didn't come
up afta all but I did wlk to Wolverley wiv him in the hols, it was
gr8, more 2 morrow gonna go and revise. Am a perfect Angel ha ha ha
ha ok ok I can hear you laughing u can stop now (L and Twigz
esp)!!!!!!

Byeeeeeeeeeeeee

Gem




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