Cuddles4SOS

My Interesting Life
2002-06-10 05:04:07 (UTC)

~Love Sick~

Don't take this entry as I am sad.... I am as happy as
could be right now. I finally found a great guy who loves
to spend time together and respects me for who i am. But
at the same time I am worried. At first when I met Aaron I
always said i could never see us together because he is
always too serious, but that was the stupid guy trying to
act big to look good. He is so sweet and i am so glad I
have met him and we are together. Now that we are together
he is leaving August 10th. I know he will be back to see
all of us, but it's not the same. When we hooked up I
promised myself I wouldn't fall too heavy for him, but of
course I never listen to myself. I have fallen for him and
we haven't spent a day apart since a week before school was
out. I love spending time with him, he is the greatest,
but what is going to happen when he leaves. I don't know
if he wants to stay together or take time off while he is
away.... I don't want him to go, but it's college, like I
can tell him no. I am already attached to him and we
haven't even been together for 3 weeks, almost though. He
is the first guy I've had anything to do with in Indiana.
I don't know what i am going to do in August. Michelle
tells me it will all be ok and we can look back and say it
was the best summer I've ever had, and that may be, but
why does it have to end?? I always get the bad end of the
deal when it comes to guys. But this time he isn't trying
to be a jerk, it's his future. Why do I have to lose every
great guy that comes along?? Hopefully everything will
work out for meand Aaron though and we still have 2 months
and some odd days before he leaves. I hope I dont get too
much more attached, but i know I will.

Anyways... I am so happy... I have finally found a guy to
hook Jenn up with and he has been in front of my face the
whole time. Jenn I will make this work out!!! hehe
Me and Michelle love playing match makers.

It is 1 a.m. I am downloading some stupid internet games
lol. Michelle knows what I am talking about. These games
are awesome and take up so much time. Me, Michelle and
Ashley played for like an hour yesterday and were almost
late to watch the fight because of it lol.

Well I am off now. I have to get up early and go
swimming.. joy... but I get to show off my new bathing
suit.. it's so cute and I think Aaron will like it hehe.
Later




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