*Nikki*

Despondent Gemini
2002-06-10 02:57:15 (UTC)

6/9/02

Two weeks ago, someone I really adored and cared about
dumped me. Why? Because since I am just begining to date I
have to be home at 9. Well, he doesn't think 9 is late
enough and because of that thinks we'd never get to see
eachother. If he really fucking cared he'd make more of any
effort to see me. Obviously, my parents were somewhat
right. They didn't think he liked me as much as I liked
him. After 11 months of being involved with eachother he dumps me
after I can date him. All that waiting and he throws it away. He
ruined my plans for high school. They're shattered. The
past two weeks have been absolute hell and will probably
continue for a while. I've stopped crying, but a tear
occasionally sneaks by me. I feel so empty. As if no one
cares for me or notices me. My birthday is tomorrow. I had
asked him for a special kiss. Now...I won't receive it.
That was all I wanted. I didn't ask my parents for
anything, either. If he only knew how bad I'm hurting...




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