sweetkiten

my interesting life
2002-06-09 15:49:10 (UTC)

viktor

i dont know what to say about him but i fell that i should
dedecate at least one entry to him because he is the love
of my life- and always will be. i met viktor about three
years ago at my old church. he was an altar boy there(he
isnt a goody goody) and we just really clicked...i remember
i thought he was just a punk for about a year and he
thought i was sort of scary so we didnt really talk (which
was a waste of our precious time). it turned out that we
were meant to be i suppose...i know what you are gonna say
that im too young to know what love is, but i do love him
and we want to marry eachother. he is 17 (almost two years
older than i am) and he lives on staten island...
unfortunately i live in northern nj pretty far away:( but
we deal with it. we used to flirt and hold eachothers hands
for solace after a long week. its really tough having a
relationship when you only see eachother in church. we knew
that it was going to happen eventually:) our parents really
like each other so we desided to have a pic nic on 9/09/02
at his house and all the sexual tension broke and well yeah
lets just say we had some fun. it was pretty funny the
first time we saw eachother outside of church clothes we
wore bathing suits and omg he looked awesome and apparently
so did i. yeah...9/11 really gave me a scare because he was
supposed to be there that day and i had a panic attack. i
dont know what i would have done with out him. he wrote me
this poem for v day this year:
I quietly drift
into lovers calm,
as my heart gently beats
to our never ending song.
The soothing tune
of our duo of hearts,
collaborating emotions
with our rhythm of parts.
The sands of time
so swiftly fall,
as we practice once more
our lovers call.
Our lyrics from heaven
and God above,
connects our souls
in our rhythm of love.

yeah i really love it and him... we saw eachother twice
since then (because i switched churches) and we had some
pda in manhattan mmmmm:) i really miss him and we are gonna
spend a good deal of summer together!!




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