LaserMonkey

Someday, I hope to destroy you all.
2002-06-09 07:47:32 (UTC)

Darling, I think I have lost my mind.

Going to Kates house tomorw. I bet it is pretty. It will be
fun :)

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I started a notebook. Another one. It's great. My best one
yet I think.

What are these notebooks? Well, they are kind of like
diaries, but VERY encrypted. You can't really understand
what any of it means. The words are there. The pictures are
there, but none of it makes any sense. Even I forget what
it means. But it is all pure raw emotion. Its exactly what
I was thinking at the time I was writing.

I have six of them so far. I call them "I am not crazy". I
call them so, simply becuause by reading them, you would
think I was. You would want to send me to a psychiatrist.
But just because the books are morbid, doesn't mean I am.
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Right now, I am reading about Charles Bukowski. my english
teacher suggested him to me. He was some alchoholic author
who used to write alot of stories which had to do with his
life, or were indirectly related... kinda. Well, he seems
interesting.

"These Words I Write Keep Me from Total Madness"

A quote of his. Alot like I feel when I write.
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One day I will type up a few excerpts from my book... HEY!
HOW ABOUT NOWWWW!!

Here:

"That dog is trouble. Just put it in the bag. Harold did
it. Not the dog. It wasn't him. Or her. I don't really
know. I have never spoken to him before. Well, one time. I
hated it. He hurt me, and lied and slit the viens on my
knees.{picture of upside down black and white box w/
switches/dials]

Upset again. From the loss of blood. And all the...
Fuck. Forget it

Salubrious(Suh-Looh-Bree-Us), Adjective
Favorable to health; Healthful; Promoting health.

{picture of a guy trying to hang himself}
[upside down]
Darling, it seems I have lost my mind, will you excuse me?
Bye."

WELL, there ya go. Shut the fuck up.

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Thats all. I dont feel like writing anymore.




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