Little Girl Scout

i dont know y im writing in..

i dont know y im writing in this again....i dont have much
else to say....its weird a minute ago i was so majorly
happy and i liked ppl sooooo much but now ijust feel
really....lost.....i cant explain it....i want to leave
everything i have....frends family....everything and have a
simple plain life...i hate having my real family with
me....they always judge me and talk to me as if im a young
person and as if im not growing up....but i am and im so
fed up with them...and my frends r great but i just cant
understand them...except flod...i feel i understand him...i
dont know y....i used to think that i understood andy
too...we used to talk to each other bout everything and i
always felt i could trust him...but now i dont like
speaking to him bout much...i just feel like he doesnt
understand...i heard he'd been looking up stuff on "self
mutilation" on the internet and i know he doesnt think life
is that bad so i dont know y hed be interested in it....he
may just be curious i guess...*sigh* i dont know....
ive talked to joe rowley a bit on msn and i like him...even
tho other ppl hayed him when he was at are school i
didnt...i thought he was nice.....
yeah...um...thats all.....bye...
Little Girl Scout...
xx