Thoughts from Blue Angel
2001-06-16 05:10:22 (UTC)

More Optimism

I just got home from work, and I've found yet another
thing to be optimistic about. I feel completely full.
That little "I've eaten healthy and I'm kinda empty"
feeling isn't there. In fact, I ate a piece of pizza
(minus the toppings- just the crust- the way I like pizza
best!) and some ice cream tonight, and I'm still under my
calorie and fat limit. I ate the greatest food all day. A
veggie burger, a Healthy Choice French Bread Pizza... When
I got hungry, I found something healthy to eat, and no
nasty food that tastes like cardboard. And when it got
down to the end of the day, I still had enough calories
left to spend on ice cream and pizza!

I feel like I've splurged, when in fact, I probably
needed to eat more. But hey, if I'm not hungry, I'm not
gonna eat- especially at midnight.

I'm debating whether or not I should get back on the 3-
day diet again tomorrow. If I don't, I'll have to wait
until Wednesday, because Adam might be coming to see me on
Tuesday, and he'll wanna take me out to eat. (Have I
mentioned lately how adorable he is? Man, he's a
sweetie!) I'm just afraid that with this new little taste
of junk food again, I might get off track. I think I will
go back on it. That keeps me under control.