Rae

Rae Chronicles
2002-06-06 12:13:32 (UTC)

this fucking sucks

yesterday was probably the worst day off my entire life.

First of all, 4th period i got called down to the
principal's office (this is a big deal cuz usually u go to
the assistant principal.) Well, he was trying to convince
me to go to my saturday morning detention. He did a pretty
good job of it too. Then he got on my ass about something
and I walked out of there.

Then at the beginning of 5th I went to guidance to wait for
one of my best friends(10 years!) in the guidance office
like I always do. We always spend our study hall in the
guidance office together. My official guidance
counselor,Lorna, who had pissed me off the day before,
asked me if i would go into her office, if i wanted to
talk. I said no. I don't talk to her about stuff, the
other guidance counselor Ms. Sandman, is who I feel
comfortable with. So then she started bitching. She told me
that I could no longer talk to ms. sandman and that I would
talk to her(Lorna) or find guidance somewhere else. She
said it wicked bitchy too. I can't figure out why she said
it b/c its obvious that it was going to upset me!! Ms.
Sandman is pissed too!

Well once Lorna said that, I told her to kiss my ass and i
walked out of guidance. I talked to anna for a minute and
then i took off. I was walking away from the school and
there was a cop directing traffic and he stopped me and
sent me back to school(not before I gave him lip and he
called me a little bitch) I was walking back to school and
the resource officer was park by the road on the way down.
He made me get in the car instead of walking the rest of
the way. And both those fucking cops put their hands on me.
My mother doesnt even touch me! Of course, i was
publically humilated and by the end of 5th period there
were already rumors everywhere. Anna heard from someone
that heard from someone that i got taken away in a cop car.

Mr barth asked me to go to his office but instead i went to
ms. sandman's office. we had to leave guidance and talk in
the bathroom cuz we're not allowed to talk! it is such
bullshit! Then mr barth sent to get me out of the bathroom
and i went to his office. then he called for lorna to come
in and i jetted. I went to the auditorium. At first I
crashed in the back but then i went into these little
hallways on the sides.

About 20 minutes later I heard anna and ms. sandman outside
so i opened up the door. there was anna abby and ms.
sandman. Ms sandman informed me that mr. barth had cops
looking for me and then she left. abby stayed with me for
a little bit. anna stayed until 6th period. ms. Sandman
knew exactly where I was but she didn't tell anybody. she
just let me be and stay there. and i did. I stayed until
the end of the day. I was crying from 5th period to half
way through 7th period when I fell asleep.

Now, I'm suspended for 2 days for 'leaving school again'
which i didn't even do. oh well i need time off anyway. I
think im going to call ms. sandman soon and see whats up.

cya

~*s*RAE*d*~




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