SuicidalFish

I'm A Pez Kid.
2002-06-06 02:35:16 (UTC)

I told him i loved him. fuck fuck fuck

WeezinCrustacean: hi
tarheelzs4eva: hey
WeezinCrustacean: whats up?
tarheelzs4eva: nuthin
WeezinCrustacean: soudns so thrilling
tarheelzs4eva: hows your love life
WeezinCrustacean: why is that any of your business?
tarheelzs4eva: cause i heared that you are going out with
ian
WeezinCrustacean: so suddenly i haev a love life? anbd its
yer business?
tarheelzs4eva: yea
WeezinCrustacean: right..
tarheelzs4eva: i guess thats life
WeezinCrustacean: ok
WeezinCrustacean: so..
WeezinCrustacean: who told you ian and i were goign out?
tarheelzs4eva: everyone
WeezinCrustacean: define everyone
WeezinCrustacean: or dont
tarheelzs4eva: define gay
WeezinCrustacean: you trying to imply something?
tarheelzs4eva: yea
WeezinCrustacean: ok
WeezinCrustacean: has it ever escaped your mind that you're
a complete asshole?
tarheelzs4eva: well no it hasn't
WeezinCrustacean: well if you were wondering.. you are one
tarheelzs4eva: well have you ever noticed that your a bitch
to me
WeezinCrustacean: hwo else am i suppose to react to all
your insults?!
tarheelzs4eva: i was trying to be nice to you at school but
you just refrused
WeezinCrustacean: because you've insulted me for a fucking
year..a dn then you're giving me hugs and calling me
your "sexy bitch" how can a respond to that
tarheelzs4eva: by huging me and saying right back at you
WeezinCrustacean: its not that easy
WeezinCrustacean: when you like a guy and he hates you and
has no problem showing it then one day he's hugging you
tarheelzs4eva: your just like mentally messed up
WeezinCrustacean: im not mentally messed up
tarheelzs4eva: whatever
WeezinCrustacean: im not used of people changing so quickly
like that on me
WeezinCrustacean: if you want to be friends well then so do
i.. but when after hating me for so long you just decide
out of the blue to be nice to me.. i don't know how to take
all that in
tarheelzs4eva: well good for you
WeezinCrustacean: now you're being a prick to me
WeezinCrustacean: i don't get you nick
tarheelzs4eva: well now you see what some good shit can do
WeezinCrustacean: yeah
WeezinCrustacean: sorry

Auto response from tarheelzs4eva: i'm watching the
hurricanes or the nets make a big upset

WeezinCrustacean: do you know how hard it is for me to just
stand there and not hug you back when you hugged me? i
wanted to so badly.. but something told me not.. and i have
no idea why im tellign you this
tarheelzs4eva: cause you love me
WeezinCrustacean: thats exactly what im trying to convince
myself of that i dont
tarheelzs4eva: what eles do you want to tell me
WeezinCrustacean: a lot.. but im nto going to becasue im
nto gettign the response i was hoping for
tarheelzs4eva: i love you
WeezinCrustacean: you're nto serious?
tarheelzs4eva: yes i am
WeezinCrustacean: i don't have anythign to say to that
tarheelzs4eva: yes you do
tarheelzs4eva: just tell me everything you always wanted to
tell me
WeezinCrustacean: i can't
tarheelzs4eva: whyn't
tarheelzs4eva: is it a sin
WeezinCrustacean: no
WeezinCrustacean: im afraid to
tarheelzs4eva: just tell your lover daddy
tarheelzs4eva: just don't be afraid and spit it out
WeezinCrustacean: i lvoe you alot ok?! i fucking love you..
and i've been keeping it in for a fuckign year you fuckign
happy?
tarheelzs4eva: yes but can you fucking love me
WeezinCrustacean: what?
tarheelzs4eva: it was a fucking joke
tarheelzs4eva: so fuke off
tarheelzs4eva: just joking with ya


i wasn't going to tell anyone.. i was going to keep it
inside till I died

I lost my left contact and it was the last one i had. now
im stuck with glasses
i hate glasses

im gunna go watch harry potter
take my mind off nick




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