Marco Jacksonovic

Crazy What You Could've Had
2002-06-05 21:53:50 (UTC)

Its Like Everything I've Ever Known Before.

Everything's back to normal. And I mean normal as was
before, not normal as in post-exam relax normal. Why? I
don't know really...

Why should people coming back here after a fortnight recall
three such changed attitudes from when they went away. Of
course, a break, a change is as good as a rest, but it
really is odd.

From a week last Monday when all three of us would sit
chatting for lengths of time about not too much, just
whiling those long summer evenings away as well as we
could - and as students we can while away hours. Now? Now
I'm back sitting on my own, victim of snide comments and
upturned noses. I find it baffling, I really do. I'm not
upset by it, why should I be, I've grown used to it before
and will again, but I am surprised that such an attitude
has re-appeared again. I'm not blamefree, I've been
spending a lot of time out of the house a lot of time doing
things that neither of my housemates could or would do...I
suppose its like term-time in that respect - we're all
doing our own thing, and their thing happens to be the
same, whereas mine is very different....

Anyway. That's the state of play as I sit now.




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