~spanish~eyes~

...............your thoughts..

...............your thoughts are one of the most ........i
mean it's you.......you know i am full of thoughts.and
feelings.it's like i have so much going on,i sometimes have
a hard time with it.....to a point where i cant wirte it
donw cant tell anyone and it just sitys in my mind. it
tears me apart. so much. sometimes i would feel like a part
of my heart is leaving me.like i was being taken away from
myself.from who i am or i will be.i have my own world.when
you look throught my eyes.......you would be amazed i see
things very differently.my thoughts are true. i mean i have
so many questions.........why am i here.......why have i
gone through so much pain.......when will it ever
stop....am i even worth it????? and i have many
more......what hurts me is that i havnt been given an
answer. there must be some reason.. i sit here
alone......no choice or no answer in front of me..i mean
all there is is emptyness..........