seeker

What am I seeking.....?
2002-06-05 01:15:45 (UTC)

Can a restless, chattering mind know what is right?

This is my second entry soon after the first one. I still have my doubts about continuing with this online diary thing, though I can identify with several people here after reading their entries. Is it the fear of revealing oneself?
Why can't I be quiet to know what is right? If I try to act from my conditioning, then it seems that whatever I do, whatever I seek, is probably not going to take me towards happiness.... Really, I don't know what to do. And also, I can't wait until I know what to do.... But i really want to do what is right, everytime.... Enough of regrets - they are plenty in my life. So, is it possible that I do only those things that I won't regret later? Where do I get the energy for that? And what about the seeking for pleasure? How do I handle that?




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