Timothy
Jack's Twisted Kingdom
Life as a fish...
Somedays life is like being a fish. Filled with things to do, not to do, things to
eat, not to eat, things to say and
things not to say.
Well, it seems as though, today is one of those days...
Wellcome to the Fishbowl...
All visitors welcome, sorry no stopovers, please
have your tickets ready or you will be punted off
the train at a moments notice...
Swell...
Mmm... Well, I shall get off my ass and go to class, go to the gym at the
University, and then do something else... What ever that something else is,
would someone please tell me so i don't want to maim the nearest dog...
Of course cruelty to animals would do nothing but aggrivate others and cause
me no end of headaches... Maus and Inky, my dear little cats would also have
something to meow about on that matter...
Sigh...
So, I need a damned job, I need money and I really need to see a damned
movie... Even though in the last two weeks i have seen about 14 of them,
catching up is only so much fun however.... I need a break from that...
What the hell am I going to do? Most of my friends are busy with thier lives, why?
because they all have jobs and lives, while I do not have anything even
resembling one...
Shit...
Now what?
I was going to say a few things about a grrl... Named Tess... but I think I will wait,
wait for what you may ask? Well, I don't know yet.. perhaps I still am trying to sort
out what I want to say...
Tess, it's a beautiful name, belonging to an even more beautiful grrl...
I always wanted to meet a grrl named Tess. Get to know her, talk to her, maybe
kiss her hand, perhaps her lips, dance in the moonlight and eventually fall into a
furiously passionate embrace...
And now that I have met a grrl named Tess... What to do? Hmmm....
Perhaps I am just being wishy washy again... Or perhaps I simply don't know
whether or not I would make an idiot of myself by writing something and thinking
on one line or another.... And misinterpret what was said.
My, what a quandry...
To say nothing is to be safe, to say something is to risk something...
Nothing ventured, nothing gained as they say...
But at what cost, "they" never think that far...
So, I will ponder some more on that...
Who knows, maybe I'll be daring...
Wouldn't that be a change from the last few weeks, eh? Doing something no
matter what the cost? No matter that I know nothing, well, a little, but not
enough to make an informed judgement...
Oh hell... I sound like a damned priss, or even worse...
A Practical person... Dear me, what have I become?
A pragmatist? A pessimist? A cynic, well I am that.
Mmm...
Well, fuck me...
I think tomorrow, my life as a fish will end, and I can go back to being a sheep...
lol
Yeah right, me a sheep? please... More like Ravenous Teddy Bear...
Yes... I think I've needed a good laugh...
and now I have had one...
Onwards, into the day...