Jennifer Boice

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2001-06-15 00:15:35 (UTC)

JUNE 13,2001


TODAY IS WEDSDAY JUNE 13,2001.I WAS UP ALOT IN THE NIGHT
BECAUSE I WAS DEPRESSED ALOT.I WOKE UP AT 8:30 A.M. BECAUSE
I HEARD KATHY ON THE ANSWER MACHINE SO I CALLED HER
BACK.THEN FINGERHUT CALLED ME AND THEN I CALLED KATHY AGAIN
AND THEN I ASKED HER IF THERE WAS ANYONE THAT I COULD TALK
TO AND SHE ASKED WHY AND I TOLD HER BECAUSE I WAS REALLY
DEPRESSED,SHE SAID SHE WILL SEE AND SHE WILL CALL ME
BACK.ABOUT ONE HOUR LATER KAREN CALLED ME AND ASKED WANT
WAS GOING ON AND I TOLD HER .I JUST FEEL LIKE KNOW ONE
CARES ANYMORE AND THAT I DON'T DECIVE TO BE THERE.I FELL
LIKE MY PARENTS ONLY WANT SOMETHING TO DO WITH ME WHEN EVER
THEY WANT SOMETHING.I FEELING LKIE ANY OTHER TIME THEY
DON'T CARE AT ALL,I WAS CRYING ,AND I THOUGHT I HANG UP BUT
I GUESS I DID NOT AND I WAS CRYING AND KAREN HEARD ME AND I
SAID THAT KNOW ONE CARES AT ALL.THEN TARA CALLED ME AND I
WAS CRYING AND SHE ASKED IF I WANTED TO COME THERE FOR THE
WEEKEND I SAID YES.I CALLED KAREN BACK AND SHE ASKED IF I
WAS ALRIGHT,I SAID A LITTLE AND THAT I'M LEAVING FOR THE
WEEKEND TO GO TO LAFAYEETE AND WILL BE BACK ON SUNDAY .SHE
SAID YOU BETTER BE BACK ON SUNDAY NIGHT .
I WENT TO THE EYE DOCTOR AT 3P.M. AND HE SAID THAT MY EYE
HAVE NOT CHANGED AT ALL AND THAT I NEED TO CALL MY DOCTOR
BECAUSE THERE MAYBE SOMETHING THAT IS NOT RIGHT THAT IS
CAUSING ME HEADACHE ALL THE TIME.I WENT IN TO TALK TO KATHY
AND ASKED HER IF I COULD CALL THE DOCTOR AND SHE ASKED WHY
AND I TOLD HER.THEN I TOLD HER THAT I'M GOING TO LAFAYEETE
AND SHE SAID YOU KNOW WHEN EVER YOUR PARENTS NEED YOU ,YOU
LEAVE TOWN.I TOLD HER THEY DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME
UNLESS THEY WANT ME TO BABYSIITT.SHE SAID YOU NEED TO THINK
ABOUT WHO RAISED YOU AND IT WAS NOT DEBBIE OR BILL.I
STARTED TO LEAVE AND SHE SAID I WANT YOU TO THINK ABOUT
THAT .I LEFT KATHY OFFICE AND I WALKED OUT AND JILL WAS
THERE AND SAID THIS PLACE FUCKEN SUCKS .
WILL I WENT HOME AND I STARTED TO CRY AND I WAS WALKING AND
KATHY WENT BY AND WENT UP TOWN AND THOUGHT ABOUT ALOT OF
THINGS THAT KATHY SAID.SHE IS RIGHT ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS
BUT SHE WILL NOT UNDERSTAND ME UNLESS SHE WENT THOUGH WANT
I HAVE AND AM GOING THOUGH RIGHT NOW.SHE WAS NOT ADOPTED
AND WAS NOT PICKED ON HER BEING ADOPTED AND NEVER THOUGHT
THAT YOUR REAL PARENTS DID NOT WANT YOU AND NOW I'M SO
CONCUSED AND DON'T KNOW WANT I WANT ANYMORE.


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