Jennifer Boice

JUNE 12,2001

TODAY IS TUESDAY JUNE 12,2001.I WENT TO GROUP AT 11:00.WHEN
I GOT THERE I TOLD KAREN THAT I REALLY NEEDED TO TALK TO
HER BECAUSE THERE IS SOMETHING THAT IS REALLY BOTHING ME
ALOT THAT WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT.I TOLD HER WANT CAOL WAS
GOING AROUND TOWN SAYING ABOUT ME AND I DON'T LIKE IT AT
ALL.I SAID THAT THIS SHIT BETTER STOP.WELL SHE SAID I WAS
MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT ,WELL TO ME IT IS A BIG DEAL
AND REALLY HURT MY FEELINGS AND WISH THAT SHE WOULD ALSO
STOP SAYING THINGS ABOUT BECKY AND I THAT ARE NOT TRUE.I
LEFT KAREN'S OFFICE AND I WAS VERY UPSET AND ANGRY ABOUT
WANT SHE SAID.WELL THEN IT WAS COOKING GROUP AND WE WAS
SITTING THE TABLE AND MIKE CAME UP TO ME AND SAID HI CUTTIE
AND SEXY AND I SAID SHOUT UP AND STOP IT NOW .WILL THEN I
THOUGHT HE DID UNTIL HE WAS TALKING TO KAREN ABOUT THE NEW
HOUSES HERE IN PORTLAND AND SAID HE WAS GETTING A NEW HOUSE
AND A THREE BEDROOM AND SAID YOU CAN MOVE IN WITH ME I SAID
HELL NO AND WALKED OUT OF GROUP AND I TOLD KAREN I NEED TO
GO FOR A WALK AND I WENT OUT SIDE AND I STARTED TO CRY
BECAUSE I DID WANT KATHY TOLD ME TO AND IT IS NOT WORKING
AT ALL.I CAME BACK IN AND I TOLD KAREN I WAS NOT GOING TO
GO BOWLING I WAS GOING HOME AND SHE SAID YOU ARE GOING
BOWLING.I DID NOT EAT THAT WELL BECAUSE I WAS UPSET AND
CRYING .THEN MIKE STARTED TO CALL ME NAMES AND IT REALLY
HURT ME ALOT.IT WAS ALMOST TIME TO GO BOWLING AND I GAVE
KATHY MY COURT PAPERS AND ASKED IF I COULD TALK TO HER
PLEASE,SHE SAID YES.KATHY AND I WENT OUT IN THE HALL AND I
TOLD HER WANT WAS GOING ONE AND I TOLD HER I DID WANT SHE
SHE TOLD ME TO AND I STARTED TO CRY AND I SAID I'M NOT
GOING BOWLING AND SHE SAID YES AND SAID BEV AND KAREN WILL
BE THERE.I SAID KATHY I'M NOT GOING.I WENT OUT IN THE
WAITING ROOM AND KATHY CAME BY AND ASKED IF I MISSED THE
VAN AND I SAID NO I'M NOT GOING AND SHE I THINK WENT TO
TALK TO KAREN. I WENT OUT SIDE AND MARGIE CAME AND SAID
AREN'T YOU TO GO BOWLING I SAID I'M NOT GOING AND I WAS
GOING TO LEAVE BUT I WAS AFRAID THAT KATHY WOULD CALL THE
JUDGE IN MUNCIE AND THAT I WOULD GO BACK TO THE
HOSPITAL.KAREN CAME OUT AND I WENT WITH HER.
I STARTED TO GET VERY DEPRESSED OUT THE BOWLING ALLY AND
ASKED BEV IF THERE IS ANYONE I CAN TALK TO.I ENDED ME
CALLING THE HOTLINE TONIGHT BECAUSE I WAS THINK ABOUT MY
THOUGHTS AGAIN.