Just Shane

Just Shane
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2002-06-03 05:27:32 (UTC)


Lately I have felt very alone. I have lost to much
time in my life. I have nothing or no one to show for it. I
tell friends that I will end up alone for the rest of my
life. I tried to get myself to belive this but it hurts.
Maybe it will be. I would like to leave the party with out
anyone ever know i was there. If they knew of my presence
then it was or is all just pity. I have had it with that
shit. Everyone makes me feel so low and alone. Then i push
away from them and make myself more alone. It has been this
cycle for 24 years now. I will never get out of this. But I
will stay alive and I will be alone.