Karma

My So Called Life
2002-06-02 02:22:43 (UTC)

i'm such a psycho stalker

okay, no need to panic i suppose. i think i jump to all
the wrong conclusions. my self confidence has come
back...... although i think i seriously have problems. so
matt didn't call me tonight. i over reacted as usual. i
cried. i wrote a self depricating blurb in here. so here's
what i did. i cried hysterically. well, not hysterically, but it
was mini hysteria. my typical mellow drama. so i
decided to take a drive. i like to drive around and smoke
cigarettes whenever i'm sad...... it makes me feel better.
well, i started driving to Killington with no praticular
direction. well, that ended in my suspisiously driving
past matt's house with my lights off checking to see if
his car was there and if he was deliberately dissing
me. good news. his car WAS NOT there!! yay for me. so
he was still at his gramma's! so i felt great and the
tears stopped. life is good again. i hate that everything
he does controls ,me, but that's love i guess.




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